Vomit

FUck it, let me talk shit. Realest weirdest saddest and honestly feels like my first what the fuck moment in my life. Of my life. IN this Life. I feel like i cant breathe like i don't know how. All im thinking about is thinking about how this is not what i want on my mind and how i cant get past the fact that your gone homeboy. Im so mad at you bitch two days ago I told you I never want to hear about you dying. AND you do this shit to me!? FUcking Tony bro. your ruined my day but i love you anyway and i truly appreciate the fact that I WILL DREAM ABOUT SEEING YOU UNTIL I SEE YOU AGAIN. I miss you already dude and it hurts so bad dude help me. in this world we live in ( or my world ) ive always felt like AINT NOBODY LIKE ME,, well almost cuz therz this crazy ass foo named TONY PEREZ. and tragically my nigga gone and left me solo. Please watch over me bro help me think help me speak and act. I promise till the day i die ill look up at the sky cry and wish u wer by my side. What wer u thinking G?